Day 3: My Favorite Show

Ok so Day 3 is a picture from the cast of my favorite show. I really like Private Practice. I know, I know its no more than a night time soap, but I like it. It has no meaning but I enjoy it, so here it is! ; )

Day 2: Cont.

Ok well anyone who knows me, knows I have been friends with Genny for like forever! Our kids grew up together. Her girls thought of Shane as their brother to.The girls are all still friends. We are all still good friends with Mark as well. There have been a lot of changes through the years, but the friendship is still there. My Daddy always said if you go through life and have one true friend that you are blessed, so I guess I am blessed a many!

Day 2:

My Best Friends,

What can I say? My husband & my girls! They are my best friends. My hubby has stuck with me through all of our rough & rocky roads that we have gone through the last couple of years. He loves me, the girls & the grandkids, he has always done so much for us been there for us. (even if he gets a little grumpy, haha) I knows he still loves us.

My girls, they are the absolute best!! I admire them so much! I am amazed at how they have grown up to be such level headed ladies! When they are around they keep me laughing thats for sure. I am truly blessed!

30 Day Picture Challenger TOPICS

30 Day Picture Challenger TOPICS

Day 1: A picture of you with 10 facts.
Day 2: A picture with you and the person you have been closest with.
Day 3: A picture of your cast from your favorite show.
Day 4: A picture of your favorite night.
Day 5: A picture of your favorite memory.
Day 6: A picture of someone you would love to trade places with for a day.
Day 7: A picture of your most treasured item.
Day 8: A picture that makes you laugh.
Day 9: A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most.
Day 10: A picture of the person you do the craziest things with.
Day 11: A picture of something you hate.
Day 12: A picture of something you love.
Day 13: A picture of your favorite band/artist.
Day 14: A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without.
Day 15: A picture of something you want to do before you die.
Day 16: A picture of someone that inspires you.
Day 17: A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently.
Day 18: A picture of your biggest insecurity.
Day 19: A picture of a letter.
Day 20: A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel.
Day 21: A picture of something you wish you could forget.
Day 22: A picture of something you wish you were better at.
Day 23: A picture of your favorite book.
Day 24: A picture of something you wish you could change.
Day 25: A picture of your favorite day.
Day 26: A picture of something that means a lot to you.
Day 27: A picture of yourself and a family member.
Day 28: A picture of something your afraid of.
Day 29: A picture that can always make you smile.
Day 30: A picture of someone you miss.

30 Day Picture Challenge

Cassey wanted me to try this so I will. I don't know how good I will be at it though.

30 Day Picture Challenge:

Day 1: A Picture of Yourself & 10 Facts....

1. I love my husband, truly & deeply. When we said I do June 2, 2007 . We had no idea how much our life was going to change in two yrs.

2. Our kids & Grandkids mean the world to me.

3. I lost Shane Dec 3, 2009 in a car wreck & I believe its the one thing I will never truly get over.

4. My girls are a true blessing to me & I admire them so much.

5. I love all of our family.

6. I desire to be a more Godly person.

7. I have decided to take better care of my body & live a healthier life style & I have discovered that I like working out.

8. I am shocked that I am (shhh) 50 at the end of the year!

9. I can't believe that I have worked in the same place for over 19 yrs.

10. I love FaceBook because I can keep up with my girls, my family. And friends that I might not otherwise ever talk to.

I miss my kids. Thats the plan & simple truth! Cassey is so far away but we talk daily. Brittany may as well be overseas with Cass cause I don't get to see her either. But we also talk daily. My girls are such a blessing to me. They are so level headed and responsible. The Lord truly blessed me with them. They always think of me and no matter how busy they are they take the time to call even for just a quick Hello. For this I am Thankful.

Shane....I have this ache still way down deep. I assume I will always have it. Most days are ok even though the ache is always there. Then some days it's so strong it's almost physical. Ashtyn was talking this morning about his co*cart Shane had gotten for him and he said "Gammy, do you remember when my Daddy was alive"( then on with his story). It's sad that children so young have to deal with death.

I'm looking forward to the end of March because I'm gonna go see Britt & Meguell. The in July I think Cassey, Nate & Noah will be in Texas for a couple of weeks. So I'm looking forward to seeing everyone in the coming weeks and months. I guess I'm going through a little empty nest here. But it will pass. So girls if you read this do NOT worry about me. I am fine! I'm just having a moment, but it will pass.

Now on the up side. Noah is 11mths old today! Unbelievable! Where as the time gone. In another month he is going to be 1 ! Wow! he is such a smart litle guy. A bright & shining star thats for sure. Oh and by the way, Shane's 3 kids are doing fine. Growing up so much. They really seem to be doing good. So basically everyone is ok. And for this I am thankful!

2011

I can't believe it's already close to the end of Febuary 2011. Where does the time go? i know it's been a long time since I have written. The 1 yr anniversary of losing SHane has come & gone. It was terrible to be honest. Truman W Smith put on a memorial for their workers and Shane's family. It was heart wretching, almost like losing him all over again, but then it was good to, good to know they still think of him and miss him. They truly loved him as he did them he really loved his job there. Im going to try to write on here more but it will be mainly for me. Not private, anyone who knows about my blog can read it but Im not going to post it right now cause I want it for me.

Today is probably not the best day to write here because I feel kind of down. I feel alone and I don't know why. The 3 kids are here. Greg is here but I feel alone....Probably hormones or something. I miss my kids. I still feel such a lose of Shane. He was always just right around the corner, but not anymore. I miss my girls, it feels like forever since Ive seen them, they make me laugh so much! But it will pass. Like I said it's just hormones or just a fleeting feeling. I think it's a normal feeling for a Mother who has lost a child or even one who hasn't but her children are far away. I do not at all resent that they are far away. Both of my girls have made a good life for themselves. They have great husbands, both of them & now Cass has Noah. I truly am blessed by them and by my 3 GRANDchildren who at this moment are in there watching Shrek. They are amazing children.

So I will get off for now and next time I will be more positive.